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[01 Jul 2005|09:07pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Guernica by Brand New ] ( Read more... ) i lost 5 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

test [01 Jul 2005|05:35pm] [ mood | amused ] alright. so i'm updating this using a "widget". a widget is a small, simple application that is run under the Mac OS 10.4 Tiger Dashboard. Widgets can range from a simple clock to an application that gives addresses and phone numbers of businesses in your area to an application that searches, displays, and copies to your iPod, the lyrics for the current song playing in iTunes. widgets can be accessed by a keyboard shortcut. mine is F12. so all i have to do is hit F12 and i have access to the yellow pages, an infinite number of maps, the weather for the world, a satellite view of my area from the weather channel, lyrics without even typing in the name of a song, a dictionary, a translator, stock graphs, movie times, and i even have pac-man. i do believe that i have proved once and for all that the Mac is better than the PC. i lost 8 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[19 Jun 2005|04:07pm] LAME my FTP server isnt working right so that game isnt going to be up until i get it working correctly again. i'll keep you posted. i lost 1 cent on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[18 Jun 2005|04:41pm] hey everyone. i think im gonna start a little game for whoever's interested. its kinda like n0t pr0n. im going to be starting it tomorrow. for those of you who havent played n0t pr0n, its basically a game where you have to find a username and password to get to the next level. theres a few different ways to do it in each level, and theres always a way that you can cheat. but to even start playing the game, you have to find the address. ill give you a hint. its somewhere in this entry. ill tell you where to start looking tomorrow. but dont like... think that its going to be an amazing game. its just something ive thrown together.. i lost 3 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[18 Jun 2005|04:39pm] Am I more than you bargained for yet I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear Cause that's just who I am this week Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum I'm just a notch in your bedpost But you're just a line in a song (A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song) Drop a heart, break a name We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it Is this more than you bargained for yet Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet Wishing to be the friction in your jeans Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him I'm just a notch in your bedpost But you're just a line in a song (Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song) Drop a heart, break a name We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it Down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it We're going down, down (down, down) Down, down (down, down) We're going down, down (down, down) A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[15 Jun 2005|03:32pm] hey john. thanks for hating us. i guess we cant hang out this summer, and i guess you won that bet. i hope you're happy johnno. but yeah we all think you hate us for a really stupid reason so if you want to take it back, go ahead. but you know what, whatever. but please stop being a bitch. so long, and goodnight. i lost 24 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[06 Jun 2005|10:34pm] you walk as if you bear a heavy burden i.... i dunno. lately i havent been thinking a whole lot. and... i really need to think about some things. so if i seem weird just... accept it. or dont accept it. whatever. i dont feel all here. i kinda feel numb. again. i hate that feeling. i feel like... i know what i feel like. it feels surreal. but then that happens, and i feel fine. im getting too predictable for myself. gotta change that. goodnight, guys. and if there are any readers out there, im sorry that you cant make sense of this. i barely can so dont feel so bad. i lost 5 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[05 Jun 2005|10:03pm] hahaha.... its finally starting to feel like the end of the school year. its getting really warm, the days seem to be really d r a w n o u t . and school isnt seeming so bad. i've been driving a lot lately. i dont mind it so much now. man... about a month until i'll be able to do it by myself. oh, i can not wait until then. well i'm going to go to sleep. i'm not gonna wear a shirt like i usually do, becuase it is really really warm. just thought i would share. :) i lost 2 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[02 Jun 2005|04:44pm] you know whats really been bugging me? people using gamerslang when they dont play video games in which they would use this slang. gamerslang includes words like: n00b nub w00t 0wned pwned fragged r0xz0r suxz0r anything else with the suffix -z0r the prefix uber- j00 leet, LE37, L33T, L337 and a few other words. and when people try to say stuff like STFU, OMG, JK, and BRB in a face to face conversation. i dont even understand why, but i just hate it so much. thanks, nick, for helping me think of other words. i lost 16 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

rah! [01 Jun 2005|01:30am] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | love is a boom-box by ima robot ] frustratingfrustratingfrustratingfrustratingfrustratingfrustratingfrustrating if you have something to tell me, please, for the love of god and my sanity, dont say "i have something to tell you but im not going to tell you now." if you have something to say, then dont tell me in advance. it drives me insane. and i lose sleep over it. ♣♥♦♠if i ask you, i care.♣♥♦♠ &explosion; &frustration; i lost 6 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[29 May 2005|10:28am] shit. and i thought my life wasnt interesting. i'm lost and i dont know what to do. and on top of that, my wireless router isnt working. heh -- i lost 5 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[16 May 2005|11:35pm] like i said i would get over it soon. sometimes you just need to cry and it was sooner than i thought. i really love talking to jess. like, actually talking. and im glad that i did. im in a mood that i cant describe. its a good mood though. but please, disregard the previous entry. it was a random explosion. i do that from time to time, if i dont vent my frustration out any other way. and i havent been singing much. remind me to sing more. goodnight. i lost 1 cent on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[16 May 2005|10:12pm] i need to get off of this island.i need to get off of this island.i need to get off of this island.i need to get off of this island.i need to get off of this island.i need to get off of this island.i need to get off of this island.i need to get off of this island. stuff is starting to get to me and i dont like it why cant i be how i used to be and take everything like a joke i used to not care i used to think life was great i used to i used to i used to i cant take it anymore i dont know it shouldnt get to me it shouldnt i wish i was younger i dont think i can take college i dont think i can take graduation i dont think i can take leaving everyone again i dont have a past its not there anymore i cant go back i have to go forward please disregard this entry by tomorrow morning ill be over this its the way i am ill try to do things different ill try to ill try try try try try ill be alright really this entry doesnt mean a thing i just wanted to vent and i didnt feel like writing i felt like typing becuase its less work its easier i like it better i needed this entry to get something off my chest and i feel like ive accomplished that in this punctuationless block of text that shouldnt have been read by anyone i feel bad i apologize if you have read this its not like me this is it im done stop the boat. [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

realization [13 May 2005|11:49pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | you put the lime in the coconut ] hey. i have it really easy. i have a car. i was accepted to every college i applied to. i can go to the one i want to go to. i know what i want to do with my life and i basically can do it. and im not failing all my classes in school. i dont have anything tragic happening in my life. and im basically set for the next few years. i dont like it though. becuase i dont actually know how it feels to not get what i want. everything always works out for me. it always finds a way to work out. im not a fan. thanks for listening. i owe you one. goodnight-- i lost 5 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[09 May 2005|10:32pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] cause youre everywhere to me. so today, school wasnt amazing. it was regular boring school. a few crappy washburn jokes, mrs. penske being a psycho. im going to go insane if i have to take this for much longer. i got to hang out with jess today(which made the day much better) . we watched edward scissor hands. it was a really good movie. and ive realized that me and jess are in no way normal. and i love it. i lost 2 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

cause im back to save the world, once again. [08 May 2005|09:35pm] well here i am again. figured id give this a try one more time. life is good. so im too lazy to give a recap of the last... what is it, six months since i previously updated? but i will give a recap of... today: i got in the car with my mom today and i turned on the radio in her car. a cd was in and she started to sing along with it. funny thing was it was my Lost Prophets cd. and she knew the words. my mom is probably the coolest person i have ever met. yesterday: was jess' brothers confirmation party. it was good times. and i also decided that i do not want to drink. its not just like a bet anymore, i feel like id be letting everyone down if i did something like that. so hey. although this wasnt the most riveting, at least it was an update. later. i lost 3 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[18 Nov 2004|08:12pm] listen up guys. those last two entrys? i didnt write em. i let one of my friends write em. but you know, it was weird, that last entry. so just letting everyone know that i didnt write that poem. anyway. i havent wwritten for a while. so im kinda bored right now. ive got no creative insight for photoshop, i dont feel like playing video games. im really out of things to do. yeha, im going. ill talk later. -- i lost 4 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[27 Oct 2004|10:00pm] i was once the king of spain. so im really happy. and this week's been fun. last night i went with mike to andrews house. and we hung out for a few hours. frank got the new GTA. fun stuff, if i do say so myself. then today i hung out with sam. we went to get clothes for our italian project. so it was off to north shore thrift. we got there and what do you know. there was three or four guys looking for girls clothes. like us! i think im gonna make a hot sleeping beauty. after the thrift store, it was off to.... where ever we were going. anyway. we got lost, kinda, and wound up in coram. so i give sam directions back to sound beach and we decide to go to annies house. so we get ther and sam pulls into her driveway and calls her, or annie called sam, i cant remember. but theyre talking and we get out of the car and run into her backyard. and we go onto her trampoline. then annie comes outside and we're all on the trampoline. so we go inside to go see annies myspace, and then we were on the road again, with another person, to party hardy this time. we got a nice wig for me. and some face paint. and then we got la casa pizza. it was good stuff. then i get home and eat the pizza. not too bad, not too bad at all la casa. tomorrow i think me and jill are going to hang out and watch donnie darko. itll be fun times. so im gonna go to bed soon, after i watch the eclipse. goodnight. [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[24 Oct 2004|09:24pm] i trust you. thanks jess. so im not grounded anymore. and im going out with jizz. and... yeah. im in an all around great mood. [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

[05 Oct 2004|09:57pm] and so.... ends the saga of me john nikki and samm going to ward melville. i lost 4 cents on that deal| [|X://] penny for your thoughts?

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